Between Two.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012 @ 10:31 AM
I did thing that Idk if it was right or not, to let one
being in the dark or to let one being a faker(?). I wanted to make things clear
to both, but maybe what I just did just making the thing worst. I got the
feeling that the one who’s clueless should know about it, and the one who’s
being a faker – it’s wrong to call this someone a faker since all this person did just to keep the
friendship as it’s normally are- hiding what they feels.
There are so much secret lies behind the smiles. Idk, no one
knows. Maybe now one of them is hurt, maybe later they blame each other. All I can
do is being a spectator while the guilt
will rapidly increasing inside if it actually ever happen (which I hope never.
) Now, the guilty feeling is creeping inside me, still wonder what I just did
is right or wrong. Whether after this I’ll hearing about who’s right and who’s
wrong.
If I kill a friendship, I’ll take the blame. I’m just stay
here with no defense, talk to me and I tell everything that I know, the reason of
my doing. If you think I’m still at fault, sorry might not enough but that is
all I have.